Friend Or Foe?

I thought she was my friend,

but I guess I was wrong.

I wish I never believed

that we were meant to be friends.

We used to have fun

no matter where we were,

but now all we do

is fight and argue over everything.

We used to tell each other secrets

that were serious and true,

now we tell each other lies

that we tell other people each others true secrets.

I wish I could forget

our good times,

because we won’t have any more

just bad time full of lies and hatred.

I wish we never became friends

because this is tearing me apart,

all I ever wanted

was a friend to be there for me when I need them.

I guess we were just not meant to be friends

because she causes me pain

inside my heart which may never heal

because of her leaving me in her dust of cruelness.